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Manifestations of Reality in the Medicated Mind of The XXX Dollie's Subterfuge
Sick On More Than One Level
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Created on 2008-07-28 13:19:04 (#16195700), last updated 2009-08-26
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Basic Info| Name: | medic8dxxxdoll |
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| Birthdate: | 1975-06-26 |
| Location: | Buffalo, New York, United States |
BioThis should be witty and sarcastic like me, ...but it will invariably end up being bitchy rants about pills, how to get pills, how hard it is to get pills, the end of the world, people I loathe, how I would like to murder various nameless individuals, and just my general psychosis. If you like the 2012 shit, there may be something interesting every now and again, but I am no cosmologist or scientist, although I do relish bizarre medical phenomenon.
I am a former XXX film actress/"porn star"/model/escort (cant say "star" cuz my career never reached the mainstream heights, although I do have a cult following), I will not talk much about that unless it is to lend advice about that corrupt industry, so if you email or message me for porn pics I will hunt you down, it is a part of my identity I am not ashamed of, although many I know are, yet I refuse to hide it, but it certainly does not define me.
I am bitchy, twisted, and on most days downright miserable unless I am medicated heavily, so I try to stay that way and will not allow society or anyone else to tell me that I should be sober to enjoy life, I am against sobriety in all forms unless it is completely necessary, and most of the time it is NOT!
I probably wont make many friends here, it is a theme in my life since I pretty much do not trust any females whatsoever (after having every female "best friend" I have ever had sleep with my man to "one up" me) so if I meet some cool folks here, great, if not, then I doubt it will kill me.
Since I have heard about the opiate communities here, I am sure I will be best suited there, or elsewhere -but wherever it may be, I hope it finds me surrounded by like minded individuals who are NOT FAKE and not judgmental, because I may have to kill them if they are! If you want to know more, I suppose you will have to wait and see what my twisted, medicated mind comes up with next-this is more for me than anything else, and to maybe learn something twisted along the ride.
I am a former XXX film actress/"porn star"/model/escort (cant say "star" cuz my career never reached the mainstream heights, although I do have a cult following), I will not talk much about that unless it is to lend advice about that corrupt industry, so if you email or message me for porn pics I will hunt you down, it is a part of my identity I am not ashamed of, although many I know are, yet I refuse to hide it, but it certainly does not define me.
I am bitchy, twisted, and on most days downright miserable unless I am medicated heavily, so I try to stay that way and will not allow society or anyone else to tell me that I should be sober to enjoy life, I am against sobriety in all forms unless it is completely necessary, and most of the time it is NOT!
I probably wont make many friends here, it is a theme in my life since I pretty much do not trust any females whatsoever (after having every female "best friend" I have ever had sleep with my man to "one up" me) so if I meet some cool folks here, great, if not, then I doubt it will kill me.
Since I have heard about the opiate communities here, I am sure I will be best suited there, or elsewhere -but wherever it may be, I hope it finds me surrounded by like minded individuals who are NOT FAKE and not judgmental, because I may have to kill them if they are! If you want to know more, I suppose you will have to wait and see what my twisted, medicated mind comes up with next-this is more for me than anything else, and to maybe learn something twisted along the ride.
ConnectInterests (30):
2012, acting, armageddon, beaches, big money, bitching, books, conspiracy theories, dilaudid, escorting, hurting fake people, internet games, lost, mayan stuff, medical journals, medical phenomenon, music, my sidekick, not quite "fitting in", opiates, pharmacology, pills, prison break, scary movies, socially unacceptable professions, swimming, tanning, tetris, tv, xxxmovies(making)
External Services:
 | medic8dxxxdoll@livejournal.com | |
 | medic8dxxxdoll |
Schools:
Aurora Middle School - Lancaster, NY (1987 - 1988)Lancaster High School - Lancaster, NY (1989 - 1991)
St. Mary's High School - Lancaster, NY (1991 - 1993)
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